Tuesday, December 30, 2008
Monday, December 29, 2008
Words Can't Descibe How I Feel
Have you ever had a hangover, because my head hurts that bad on worse, like much worse,and I haven't had anything to drink in well a while...
Well actually here are some:
GirlyGirlAlanna: You had a shitty day? I'm sorry. *hugs*
skiiller: I feel like someone has hit my head repeatedly with a gallon of cement and then screamed in my ear for shits n grins
skiiller: thats how bad my day was
And if you want to know the rest of my day, well here:
skiiller: see it all started out that I only got 4 hours of sleep at my friends last night
GirlyGirlAlanna: four hours? *bang* haa
skiiller: and I had an ortho this morning so my mom came and got me because I didn't drive to my friends last night. so everytime me and my mom drive together (me driving) she bitches about everything EVEN though I have my licence....
skiiller: and then we were like screaming at eachother all the way there...
GirlyGirlAlanna: :\
skiiller: and then we saw Seven Pounds and we drove home after that and the sun was in my eyes the WHOLE FUCKING WAY and it's an hour drive and I was like FUCK THIS and cussing to myself and stuff and she was bitching because I was going to fast or I wasn't breaking (even though I fucking was) and we were screaming again and I was like gsdfjgioegjiosej
Yeah so my day was so fucked up. I HATE DRIVING WITH MY MOM. This is two times in the past week where I have screamed at her in the car. TWO FUCKING TIMES. GAO!
>.< Skyler
Song: Bad Day by Fuel (it came on shuffle, how fitting)
Well actually here are some:
GirlyGirlAlanna: You had a shitty day? I'm sorry. *hugs*
skiiller: I feel like someone has hit my head repeatedly with a gallon of cement and then screamed in my ear for shits n grins
skiiller: thats how bad my day was
And if you want to know the rest of my day, well here:
skiiller: see it all started out that I only got 4 hours of sleep at my friends last night
GirlyGirlAlanna: four hours? *bang* haa
skiiller: and I had an ortho this morning so my mom came and got me because I didn't drive to my friends last night. so everytime me and my mom drive together (me driving) she bitches about everything EVEN though I have my licence....
skiiller: and then we were like screaming at eachother all the way there...
GirlyGirlAlanna: :\
skiiller: and then we saw Seven Pounds and we drove home after that and the sun was in my eyes the WHOLE FUCKING WAY and it's an hour drive and I was like FUCK THIS and cussing to myself and stuff and she was bitching because I was going to fast or I wasn't breaking (even though I fucking was) and we were screaming again and I was like gsdfjgioegjiosej
Yeah so my day was so fucked up. I HATE DRIVING WITH MY MOM. This is two times in the past week where I have screamed at her in the car. TWO FUCKING TIMES. GAO!
>.< Skyler
Song: Bad Day by Fuel (it came on shuffle, how fitting)
Thursday, December 25, 2008
16 Things...Some Know, Others Don't?
Want 16 things, I'll give you 16 things.
16. I hate eggs. I used to like them, you know, no problem with them. But suddenly, I just can't stand to eat them. It all started after my Grandma died, which is weird because it's not like we had a special bond about eggs or anything. I don't know, whatever.
15. I like the look of chipped nail polish. If someone has perfect nails all the time, it bugs me. I'll paint my nails and then pick at the on purpose.
14. I'm afraid to let people in, which you might not believe because my blogs are kinda personal, but it's not like my best friends and family know that this is MY blog. I try and push people out by being sarcastic, mean, and sometimes hurtful...then I try to play it off as a joke. Sometimes it works, other times, it doesn't.
13. Even numbers...bug the shit out of me. They are just TOO perfect, and I hate perfection (which should be it's own number, but it won't be). Everyone needs a little fucked upness in their life. People who look perfect from the outside, are most likely to be the total opposite of perfection (which btw is inperfection). Me, I'm just playin old odd. Never tried to be anything else.
12. I have an OCD about people touching my hair, I hate it! It you even like try to, I will freak out to the point of hysterics. I have no problem getting my haircut, but like anyone else- even my mom- I will not let touch my hair. One time, this guy Matt I know, just like jutted his hand out to get something out of my hair, and I FREAKED out. The sudden movement and the thought of him touching my hair just like made me cringe. And the thing is, not all my friends understand it so they will like come up behind me and mess up my hair and each time, I almost start to cry. Pisses me off.
11. I am by definition a masochist. If I'm not feeling pain or self pity for myself, I'm still not happy. It's like, I have to be depressed, or I don't know, I feel like I'm not in control of myself then.
10. I am a journalist. People in my journalism staff think that I get special treatment because my Dad is a BA journalist. My dad had NO influence on my choice to be a journalist. NONE. He hates the idea and wants me to rethink my decision. People don't understand that I am my own person. Fuck them.
9. For some reason people think I am emo...or I listen to "emo" music, or I am the "emo" friend of the group. Well, first of all, yes I can be EMOTIONAL but not the the sense where I dress in all black everyday, I listen to sappy music all the time, etc etc. Sure SOME days I dress in all black, but only because I FEEL like it that day. I own a lot of black clothes- who gives a shit, I look good in black. I listen to "emo" music- it's called ALTERNATIVE bbs. I wear black nail polish- it's SPARKLY! I hate sterotyping.
8. My favorite movie is Rent. I love the soundtrack. I love the actors. I love the message behind the film. I love the intensity. I love EVERYTHING about it. I would not change a thing if I had the power to do so. It's a great story that makes people open their eyes.
7. I NEVER wear matching socks. NEVER EVER NEVER. Why? Because anyone can do that, but only so many people actually wear socks that don't match and then put up with people going "Why?" "That's so weird" duh it's weird but like I said I HATE perfection.
6. I am an only child. Most people think that only childs are spoiled. Sure, I get nice things from my parents, but I NEVER take it for granted. I think about how I am SO lucky to have all the nice things I have and I realize how LUCKY I am to have some of the things that I can't live without, all the things I have that OTHERS don't because they can't afford it. My iPod, phone, camera, straightner, tv, everything is just all material items that sometimes make me sick to know that people out there have NOTHING and I have all of this. Like I just got a $100+ dollar straightner for XMas, and most people can't afford that much for groceries FOR A MONTH.
5. My favorite food is hotwings. Most people use ranch dressing or blue cheese to dip them in, but I ALWAYS dip mine in extra hot sauce. Really, it's the only way to go.
4. I love to read. I am a total book nerd. And in my opinion if you were wondering, Twilight is NOT a GREAT piece of literature, but for some reason, I loved it. Not so much anymore but whatever. I love to read anything from a sappy romance, to a BA sci-fi.
3. Part of me thinks that my best friend doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. We've been kinda drifting and we've been friends since we were 1, and I hope to god that's not what's happening because I can't imagine my life without her. She's my rock..
2. I am an independent women. I don't need to be in a relationship to make my life complete. I have everything I need without a boyfriend. Most women don't get to realize that, and they are contantly trying to find comfort in someone else insted of being content with themselves. If I do have a boyfriend, it lasts no more than 6 months, or whenever they say they love me (because they don't).
1. I did all my numbers backwords.
16. I hate eggs. I used to like them, you know, no problem with them. But suddenly, I just can't stand to eat them. It all started after my Grandma died, which is weird because it's not like we had a special bond about eggs or anything. I don't know, whatever.
15. I like the look of chipped nail polish. If someone has perfect nails all the time, it bugs me. I'll paint my nails and then pick at the on purpose.
14. I'm afraid to let people in, which you might not believe because my blogs are kinda personal, but it's not like my best friends and family know that this is MY blog. I try and push people out by being sarcastic, mean, and sometimes hurtful...then I try to play it off as a joke. Sometimes it works, other times, it doesn't.
13. Even numbers...bug the shit out of me. They are just TOO perfect, and I hate perfection (which should be it's own number, but it won't be). Everyone needs a little fucked upness in their life. People who look perfect from the outside, are most likely to be the total opposite of perfection (which btw is inperfection). Me, I'm just playin old odd. Never tried to be anything else.
12. I have an OCD about people touching my hair, I hate it! It you even like try to, I will freak out to the point of hysterics. I have no problem getting my haircut, but like anyone else- even my mom- I will not let touch my hair. One time, this guy Matt I know, just like jutted his hand out to get something out of my hair, and I FREAKED out. The sudden movement and the thought of him touching my hair just like made me cringe. And the thing is, not all my friends understand it so they will like come up behind me and mess up my hair and each time, I almost start to cry. Pisses me off.
11. I am by definition a masochist. If I'm not feeling pain or self pity for myself, I'm still not happy. It's like, I have to be depressed, or I don't know, I feel like I'm not in control of myself then.
10. I am a journalist. People in my journalism staff think that I get special treatment because my Dad is a BA journalist. My dad had NO influence on my choice to be a journalist. NONE. He hates the idea and wants me to rethink my decision. People don't understand that I am my own person. Fuck them.
9. For some reason people think I am emo...or I listen to "emo" music, or I am the "emo" friend of the group. Well, first of all, yes I can be EMOTIONAL but not the the sense where I dress in all black everyday, I listen to sappy music all the time, etc etc. Sure SOME days I dress in all black, but only because I FEEL like it that day. I own a lot of black clothes- who gives a shit, I look good in black. I listen to "emo" music- it's called ALTERNATIVE bbs. I wear black nail polish- it's SPARKLY! I hate sterotyping.
8. My favorite movie is Rent. I love the soundtrack. I love the actors. I love the message behind the film. I love the intensity. I love EVERYTHING about it. I would not change a thing if I had the power to do so. It's a great story that makes people open their eyes.
7. I NEVER wear matching socks. NEVER EVER NEVER. Why? Because anyone can do that, but only so many people actually wear socks that don't match and then put up with people going "Why?" "That's so weird" duh it's weird but like I said I HATE perfection.
6. I am an only child. Most people think that only childs are spoiled. Sure, I get nice things from my parents, but I NEVER take it for granted. I think about how I am SO lucky to have all the nice things I have and I realize how LUCKY I am to have some of the things that I can't live without, all the things I have that OTHERS don't because they can't afford it. My iPod, phone, camera, straightner, tv, everything is just all material items that sometimes make me sick to know that people out there have NOTHING and I have all of this. Like I just got a $100+ dollar straightner for XMas, and most people can't afford that much for groceries FOR A MONTH.
5. My favorite food is hotwings. Most people use ranch dressing or blue cheese to dip them in, but I ALWAYS dip mine in extra hot sauce. Really, it's the only way to go.
4. I love to read. I am a total book nerd. And in my opinion if you were wondering, Twilight is NOT a GREAT piece of literature, but for some reason, I loved it. Not so much anymore but whatever. I love to read anything from a sappy romance, to a BA sci-fi.
3. Part of me thinks that my best friend doesn't want to be my best friend anymore. We've been kinda drifting and we've been friends since we were 1, and I hope to god that's not what's happening because I can't imagine my life without her. She's my rock..
2. I am an independent women. I don't need to be in a relationship to make my life complete. I have everything I need without a boyfriend. Most women don't get to realize that, and they are contantly trying to find comfort in someone else insted of being content with themselves. If I do have a boyfriend, it lasts no more than 6 months, or whenever they say they love me (because they don't).
1. I did all my numbers backwords.
Merry Whatever the Heck You Celebrate!
So yeah today is Dec. 25, 2008. The day that is Crist's "birthday". Really it's just an excuse for some old fat man to come down our chimney's and give us stuff. Whatevers cool man.
If anyone cares to know what I got for Christmas, I got:
-$40's worth of iTunes cards
-socks
-$30 subway card
-5cds
-5 DVDS
-A book my mom wants us to read together
-an Onyx chess set from my Grandpa (really nice)
-Camping stuff
-A Chi straightner (black with silver polka dots)
-Customized converses
...and yeah thats about it. I cleaned up pretty nice. So far I've spent all but $1 of my iTunes money because I bought some CD's that I didn't get from the Jolly ol' fat dude. All in all, good day right.
Well last night sucked, no need to bring up things that are old news though.
So I had a cherry amp today...it was good. Um...idk what else to talk about.
OH! Some (rapper) named John (commented in the blog below) said I was hot, which is funny because I have no pictures linked here on my blog of me. So John if you read this, thanks dude, but your a creep so...
Song: Champagne's for Celebrating (I'll Have a Martini) by Mayday Parade
<3 Skyler
If anyone cares to know what I got for Christmas, I got:
-$40's worth of iTunes cards
-socks
-$30 subway card
-5cds
-5 DVDS
-A book my mom wants us to read together
-an Onyx chess set from my Grandpa (really nice)
-Camping stuff
-A Chi straightner (black with silver polka dots)
-Customized converses
...and yeah thats about it. I cleaned up pretty nice. So far I've spent all but $1 of my iTunes money because I bought some CD's that I didn't get from the Jolly ol' fat dude. All in all, good day right.
Well last night sucked, no need to bring up things that are old news though.
So I had a cherry amp today...it was good. Um...idk what else to talk about.
OH! Some (rapper) named John (commented in the blog below) said I was hot, which is funny because I have no pictures linked here on my blog of me. So John if you read this, thanks dude, but your a creep so...
Song: Champagne's for Celebrating (I'll Have a Martini) by Mayday Parade
<3 Skyler
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Jingle Bell Cock- I mean Rock
Slore and her kitty, slore and her kittys' cock
Slores' kitty purr and slores kitty licks
Snowing and blowing up puppies for fun
Now the slores kitty is turned on
Slore and her kitty, slore and her kittys' cock
Slores kitty shines in a perfect line
Humping and drinking in Jingle Bell Square
In the horny air
What a slorey time, it's the right time
To sex the night away
Sloring is a swell time
To go on a one puppy open sleigh
Giddy up slore, pick up the pace
Slore around the cock
Mix and mingle in the STD fleet
That's the slores kitty
That's the slores kitty
That's the slores kittys' coooock!
Song by Skyler
<3 Skyler
Slores' kitty purr and slores kitty licks
Snowing and blowing up puppies for fun
Now the slores kitty is turned on
Slore and her kitty, slore and her kittys' cock
Slores kitty shines in a perfect line
Humping and drinking in Jingle Bell Square
In the horny air
What a slorey time, it's the right time
To sex the night away
Sloring is a swell time
To go on a one puppy open sleigh
Giddy up slore, pick up the pace
Slore around the cock
Mix and mingle in the STD fleet
That's the slores kitty
That's the slores kitty
That's the slores kittys' coooock!
Song by Skyler
<3 Skyler
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Day of Movies, Scholar Bowl, Caffine etc.
So today I have a scholar bowl meet. I ended up playing Varsity and yeah so I was answering random shit for answers and it was funny as hell. I had no coffee this morning and I got 1.5 hours of sleep after going to bed at 4:30AM and getting up at 6AM. Good stuff. It wasn't bad though. After that Molly came over to my house and we watched Enchanted. And then Rent and sang ALL the songs. And now I am watching Juno with my prents. Today is my dad's 47th bday woot. Happy BDay faja. I <3 you and stuff. Um...yeah thanks about it. I am drinking coffee now and eating chocolate. Today was a good day. Thank you Christmas Break
<3 Skyler
Song: None
<3 Skyler
Song: None
Thursday, December 18, 2008
Finals SUCK!
So basically I had finals today and I have the rest tomorrow. Today I had Spanish (which was 100 questions are facking hard), Drama II (easy), and English (easy) and tomorrow I have Bio II (ugh), Math (double ugg), and World History (UGG). Gao. I just don't care though. We are having our Journalism party tomorrow, and after school I have a Drama Club party. I am so exhausted...like toast, no butter (chortle chortle). Anywho, I should be studying right now, but I am not. Why, because I frankly need a break. And I am sure you guys are just having oh so much fun reading this...right. Oh and then tomorrow night I am going to my friends house for her birthday and then SATURDAY I have a Scholar Bowl meet..(joy). A whole day with my ex boyfriend who still likes me and my friend who likes him. How much fun does that sound? Anyways that's all I shall bore you with.
<3 Skyler
Song: Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
<3 Skyler
Song: Gotta Be Somebody by Nickelback
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